sorry

I am sorry
I can't help you
I listen to you because I know
you can't tell your secrets to someone else
I try to understand everything you say
I try to listen
but
sometimes, all of this is overwhelming

I am tired now
my ears hurt
and my heart aches

I can't help you
I don't know what to do
I listen and I try to understand
you ruined my birthday because you were angry
and I didn't say anything
I tried to understand

Now that I am tired
because of your problems
you can't listen
you don't listen
you don't understand

I am tired of being your punching bag
I am tired of being your diary
I am tired of being someone you tolerate hardly
I am tired

- Eleonor, Aspire, tannoury