You Have a Choice

I need to get all the tension out
I need to forgive myself
For the way I see the world
I need to accept my past,
Fold it,
And send it back to the universe
Being stuck there has made me
Fruitless
Unable to see the present
And its blessings
Nor the future
And it's possibilities

Who has the right to tell me
Who I truly am
Beside myself?
Who else knows what goes on
Inside this head of mine?
Who else knows my struggles
My anxiety
My fears
And the courage I have to
Wake up everyday
And fight my own demons
All alone?

I can feel the fire
Rising through my veins
As I imagine all the opportunities
And all the ideas
That could be found in the future
Soon, the lockdown will be over
Soon, we will be back outside
To where life really is
Soon, everything will be back to normal
So I tell you,
This is your chance to choose
Which normal is worth going back to

- Eleonor, Aspire, Tannoury